Below are the 17 most recent journal entries recorded in tbs_love_me's LiveJournal:

Saturday, February 19th, 2005
1:28 am	...me and Jesse are "RAD" together... : ) hehe anywho, how's everyone and everything? I got on livejournal to check out chris's new layout and shit then I decided eh what the hell? might as well update my nigger. so yeah what's going on with everyone? today's a pretty laid back today. I did stuff though. Went to the store. I finally ate at the buffet place again for the first time since "the incident" haha good times, I missed you all while I was eating..it was sad actually. I missed Justin eating all the crazy food there all in one bite..I missed Chris getting my food for me and making fun of the Jet Lee. I missed Vince getting me ice cream and weird looks. I missed Kiefer eating like a true Jap...but yeah enough of that. I missed you guys! I hope you're all going to have awesome weekends and drop by on myspace, leave me a comment or give me a jingle, whichever you prefer..hands down this is the best day I can ever remember..always rememeber the sound of the...whoops sorry guys got carried away hahaha well ttyl I love you all with a effing passion!!! <3<3<3<3<3 PS no I was not under the influence during the making of this post. Felicia Current Mood: effing chipper!! haha (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
8:24 pm	...Happy Valentine's Day... aloha all, today I was in a surprisingly awesome mood. I humped shelby, held Krista's hand, was loud and obnoxious, and danced to black music on the quad. It was awesome. I was just totally myself and I really didn't care. I've been having lots of those days lately. I got to visit my sister and the baby in the hospital today. It was cool. I almost fell asleep on the other bed in there haha. Skyler might get out tomorrow, thank goodness! Anywho, I was in a totally great mood today. I did wish that Joe would call..and I thought about our memories that we had on this day a year ago. It was such an awesome night. I miss him so much. I can't believe I could have ever been so dumb. Oh well. Ha I can say anything in this bc absolutely no one reads it! Awesome! haha anyway, Im laughing with myself, what a loser. Im really hungry. Well kinda. I've only had waffles this morning, water, and chocolate. that's really bad but oh well I didnt want a sandwich at blimpie's bc they were out of tomotos...freakin nazi's. but oh well I lived. This isn't going to be a long post..I dont have much to say I was in a great mood today though. Just wanted to note that. I think I drove Ashley crazy haha but you shoulda seen the look on her face; GENUINELY HILARIOUS. I was singing the Usher and Ashanti songs at lunch haha she was going crazy. But yeah anyways ok bye Felicia.. Current Mood: ewww (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
10:49 pm	...again I dont know how I should feel... well tonight, I did not go to the dance. I half wanted to go after it had started but I wasn't sad that I didnt. Just curious how it would have been if I did. Aaron and Marlon stopped by, we watched TV for a little bit and they raited my kitchen haha. They're good guys. I finally saw Eurotrip today. And it just increased my longing to have my own Eurotrip. Not with all the sexual intentions, just the once in a life time opporunities that are there. Me and my Valentino had a very good talk tonight. It was awesome. It made me feel so good about me as a friend. He's such a good guy. He deserves so many great things. He's a great person. Me and Richard had a deep conversation too, but with a different topic. We talked about...love, our experiences with it, our philosophies on it, with a certain someone mentioned. He wishes me the best and I need so much luck. He's someone that I could get in a fight with over and over again but we'll still always be there for eachother. He's awesome. I feel as though I've written so much but I really haven't. I really wanted to talk to Chris Barron tonight. But didn't have the chance. I attempted at a deep conversation with Huddleston but he's just not the same person anymore. We've grown apart too much, I couldn't even call him my good friend anymore. There isn't even chemistry there even more. I don't mean relationship chemistry, I mean no friendship chemistry. There hasn't been relationship chemistry for quite some time now but Im not bothered by it. Im quite bothered that we aren't even friends anymore. But people change, grow up, and grow apart. I don't mind it really. It just bothers me, the whole concept. People leaving, going away, not liking eachother anymore. I don't understand it. Why would things that happen to everyone hurt one person so much and not others? This whole concept bothers me so much. It's always on my mind. Maybe I'm dependent on everything around me. I sure do hope not. I'm very dependent on my mother. I guess I'm dependent on some of my friends too. No one ever reads these posts of mine, But I needed to do this for me. I could never type all the things I think. I just could never make sense of it when it comes out of my head. It wouldn't make sense to others. I feel like Im all bottled up and I need to just get out but there's no way for that to happen. Im in a very deep mood right now. I wonder if Chris will read this. He was the only one that read them anyway. If you do, hello. You really are one of the only people I can spill myself to. But it's just a bad time for me to do that probably. Bye Chris, hope to talk to you soon. Current Mood: curious (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 29th, 2005
6:14 pm	..and I dont know how I should feel... hello all..I know, it's been way too long for me to be doing this now..but Im going to anyways bc I do what I want..anyways, things have been weird this week, probably one of the weirdest weeks Ive ever had but it doesn't matter bc it's not all about me..I have a major headache right now and I was soo ready to do this but I guess not..I dont even know what to say..WHAT THE HELL IS THE POINT? I'll leave u with memories of a wonderful song for the night... Bye people (who am I fooling? No one even reads this shit anymore..) and here they are...enjoy.. Maybe when the room is empty, maybe when the bottle's full, maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in. Maybe when I'm done with thinking maybe you can think me whole maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin. This can begin This can begin If you could be my punk rock princess, I would be your garage band king. You could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be somethin' Maybe when your hair gets darker maybe when your eyes get wide maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more space. Maybe when I'm not so tired maybe you can step inside maybe when I look for things that I can't replace I can't replace I can't replace If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your garage band king You could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something If I could be your first real heartache I would do it over again. If you could be my punk rock princess you could be my heroin. I never thought you'd last I never dreamed you would. You watch your life go past you wonder if you should ... If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something. If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again. If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin. Whoa Ohhhh, you know, you only burn my bridges Whoa Ohhhh, you know, you just can't let it sink it. You could be my heroin You could be my heroin Current Mood: i have nothing left.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
6:12 pm	...don't fall asleep with makeup on... alright...this is what has gone on today...I went to school, hung out with Fava at lunch. Went to sixth period and like right as I went there, my stomach started hurting like effing crazy. The pain got worse and I was dressing out in PE. I kept talking about my cute ass underwear bc I never wore any like these before and they're so fuckin cute..I think I have a new favorite lol RANDOM anyways you people don't need to know that sheesh..gosh..idiot!..Anywho lol I went out to my class and I saw Chase, he's such a cool kid. lol. He's awesome! Yeah, and then we went down to the football fields and we were stretching and my stomach hurt so bad I could barely even stretch. So I told Mr. Campbell and he said I looked pale. Then he asked what my symptoms were and I told him and he thinks I have the stomach flu :( so he let me lay on the bleachers all period..and I fell asleep...the most RANDOM person was in my little dream too..it was odd. But yeah, oh well. Then Mr Campbell woke me up and told me it was time to go in but I should try and sleep some more when I get home. So I got dressed, went to my locker. Saw Ryan, played with his long hair lol it's so cute. Then talked to Robert for a little bit. Went out to the parking lot, was waiting for my mommy by myself then Vince and Kiefer came and hung out with me! :D Kiefer has been too lazy to shave and he's got little hairs on his chin and it's the cutest thing! lol Anyways, I talked to them for a little bit and then went home. Did some laundry, checked the mail, then went to bed. My mom woke me up at like 530 and told me I need to wake up. So I did more laundry then got online...which is where I resume..with a massive headache..so I think I will let you people go...Ciao bella! Current Mood: me don't feel good (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 12th, 2005
12:47 pm	...well it's love, it's love, it's love, make it hurt!... Okay, so the first finals of sophomore year were here today and I had to do my English one and History one, I dont really care about how I did on the English one but I am hoping that I did well. On the History one, I got an A!!! Yes, I cheated but ahahahhahahahaha oh it feels soooooooooooooooooo good lol and I get carl's jr. today and Ive been craving that almost all week, I want a Kit Kat. That would make today so much more awesome. Guess what guys! On the back of my Hurley Sweater Tag, it says "smile" haha how cute huh? Yeah I like it. On the back of my Billabong shirt, it says "awesome" :D that's so cool lol I think those are nice..tomorrow I have my geometry final and my drama one but Im not doing anything except for my project with David Manley which we havent finished..I need to work on that today..I hope it's good but yeah anyways today is yet another awesome day!!!! PS I got picked up from school in a white freakin Mercedez bitches!! oh and Nana Sanchez looked very freakin pretty today, her hair looked soooo good! Just wanted to tell you nana!! Talk to you bitches later...Ciao!! :D:D Current Mood: crazy, thats right..ya (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
2:33 pm	...Its only you, beautiful... Okay so last time I did this, I was so pissed off but today I am happier..I got to leave school early in 6th period because I had an eye appointment then my mommy got me a swirl ice cream cone from Wienerschnitzel! haha so I am happy..oh and before I left school, Randy let me wear his sexy beanie and I felt cute in it but I dont know if I looked cute in it because I had no mirror but yeah it was cool, he's an awesome kid. Anywho, Friday, the 7th, was the best day of my life. The weekend of January 7-9 (th) was the best weekend ever! So all in all, Ive been pretty good. Yesterday sucked but that's ok! lol I woke up this morning pretty tired, turned off my alarm clock, fell back asleep for like 15 minutes and then my body woke itself up right on time! :) While I was getting ready for school, I listened to the awesome mix that Christopher burned me and I had three of the awesome songs on it stuck in my head all day long. And when I got home, one of them was his screen name! How cool huh? I thought so..lol Anywho, I dont know, there's not a lot to say except I love a lot of things right now! hahahaha Im in a crazy good mood. Well, at least I did this, sorry it wasn't so long! Talk to you later, Ciao! x0x0x0 Current Mood: hehe chipper..I said that 2day (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
9:48 pm	...Number Five With A Bullet... Alright, hey everyone...today was pretty lame-o..didn't really do anything, I mean I went to school, had pretty much fun there and then when I got home, I was sad and I dont know why :( And then, Chris called me and I talked to him for a bit..he made me cry a little but oh well I was just being super emo today and then..I cant even freakin finish it because my parents fuckin suck GODA;LSDFJL;AKSDJFLAK;SDJFAKSDFD I FUCKIN HATE YOU AND EVERYTHING LEAVE ME ALONE EVERYONE!!! Current Mood: lkasjdfla;ksdjfa;lskdjf;;lsadk (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
3:47 pm	haha I am way more late than you are Kief Kief but Im still doin it ! 01. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? got drunk, go out of town with just my friends, started caring about myself, and met a guy that totally proved me wrong about my theory of how all guys are... 02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I never really have made one and I dunno... 03. Did anyone close to you give birth? yep, my sister Stephanie 04. Did anyone close to you die? no but my grandma got Diagnosed with ALS and she's going to die soon :( </3 05. What countries did you visit? none this year.. 06. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? a car, my license, more freedom and better grades. 07. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? december 18th bc it was sooooooo much freakin fun! could never forget it <3<3<3 08. What was your biggest achievement of the year? when I stopped smoking pot 09. What was your biggest failure? getting horrible grades 10. Did you suffer illness or injury? I hurt my foot real bad and I was sick for a long time and I soo got to get out of PE for it:D:D:D 11. What was the best thing you bought? freakin A I dont know... 12. Whose behaviour merited celebration? lol I dont know that one either, probably Chris's and Ashley's!!! haha 13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? my family most the time, lots of my friends, just people... 14. Where did most of your money go? to starbucks!! hahaha 15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? hanging out with ashley a lot haha and my becoming of age I soo wanna be 16!!! 16. What songs will always remind you of 2004? probably my whole cd from The Used (not their new one), Ohio Is For Lovers, The Greatest Fall (of All Time), and Little Devotional 17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder? I'd say happier..definitely ii. Thinner or fatter? haha fatter in some areas...lol iii. Richer or poorer? poorer definitely 18. What do you wish you'd done more of? freakin going out and having fun 19. What do you wish you'd done less of? being all anal and being stupid about people that care about me.. 20. How did you spend Christmas? opening presents..haha with my daddy and Lia and my eastcoast family 22. Did you fall in love in 2004? maybe.. 23. How many one night stands? ew well I dont know I made out with this guy and we never really hooked up or anything so I guess you could call it that I dunno we're hommies lol 24. What were your favourite TV programmes? FUSE! and I dunno, some reality shows..and I soo enjoyed it when that guy from freakin Jeopardy lost!! HAHA loser! 25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? yes 26. What was the best book you read? i didnt read this year at all. haha yes go chris! 27. What was your greatest musical discovery? The Used, Taking Back Sunday and Rosemary Suicide! hahahaha 28. What did you want and get? someone that understands me and a best friend that actually qualifies to be called that 29. What did you want and not get? a freakin shopping spree at Pacsun..freakin liars.. 30. What was your favourite film of this year? I, Robot I freakin love that movie 31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I hung out with a bunch of my friends at a boring get-together that I had lol sorry guys and I turned 15, Im just a baby lol 32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? freakin knowing what I want and never had stopped talking to Joe for how long we did..thats gay 33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? oh man Im so flip flop on fashion this year 34. What kept you sane? this may sound gay but my mom and then when I didnt have her, it was my tears..(oh felicia that doesnt sound emo at all) BUT ITS TRUE FUCKERS! lol 35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? adam lazzara and Usher!! ahahahaha 36. What political issue stirred you the most? politics? wtf no Im a little girl shut up about that stuff lol 37. Who did you miss? a lot of people.. 38. Who was the best new person you met? Chris and that's all I can really think of hahaha 39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004. sometimes telling people what you feel..gives them the advantage.. 40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year. "I set myself up for the greatest fall of all time" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
3:18 pm	...Ha ha suckers I didnt have to go to school today... okay so yesterday/the day before was soo freakin long lol I didnt sleep like at all not once for like 2 days it was soo damn weird, so much happened, I stayed up all night in Bailey's car on his cell phone talking to Chris in the rain til like 6 in the morning, then got out of the car and I saw my dad loading the SUV up so that they can catch their flight, I ate breakfast with Joseph and Asha one last time then Asha, Chiara (I so freakin hated her so much on this trip), my daddy and Lia all left for their flight which left at 8 AM. Then, they called Bailey and Chiara said 'Oh I left my bag in the hotel room and it has my ID and they wont let me on the plane without it' bla bla bla yeah that's such BS, she's such a liar. Anyways, then me and Bailey were out to go get her and Asha's stuff to them that they forgot and then they called again in like 10-15 mins and said 'Oh nevermind..you wont make it' so we tried to make our way back to the hotel without going to the airport and we soo got lost and we were out there in traffic trying to find our way home in the rain for like an hour and a half lol or longer..don't really know..then we finally found our way back, Bailey went back to sleep, Joseph was sleeping and Stephanie was sleeping so I had to watch Skyler so at this point I havent slept at allllll lol then I was trying to get stuff ready for when we leave and stuff, tried to clean up everything and get it situated and everytime I left the bed where Skyler was at, he'd like start fussing lol it was rediculous. "..cause Im rediculous like that.." haha =P anywho, so we got up and left the hotel a little past 12 (and we were soo supposed to leave there by 10 to go to the mall one last time but that didnt happen psh haha) so yeah we left the hotel, then we went to Wienerschnitzel and stuff and got food, then we drove around and found a store to buy the baby formula then we finally got out of town like around 2 something lol then I just listened to music like basically the whole time we were driving and then I was soo spacing out at that time and then I finally looked at the clock again and it was like 4 something almost 5 and then I listened to music some more and it seemed like it was taking forever to get home..all of a sudden BAM we're on 395, there's bumper to bumper freakin traffic like Ive never ever seen before on that freakin road and it took soooooo long to get to four corners then we stopped and got some snacks I bought a Reese's, a Kit-Kat, and a Starbucks Vanilla Frappuccino too! Then we drove some more and it wasn't that bad but we got home around 7 something :| then I ate spaghetti, put all my stuff away while talking to Christopher on the telephone. THEN I found out I didnt have to go to school today so I got on the computer until about 11 something and slept until 1. That's about it lol yep that was my long trip home..well I guess I will talk to u kiddies later...Ciao! <3 Current Mood: eh..nothin real special haha (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 2nd, 2005
11:55 pm	...wishing I was listening to The Used... Hello people aka Chris bc he's the only one that takes the time to read my freakin LJ lol but it's all good so anyways, I was soo gonna go home today but then I called my mom and asked her if I could stay another day and I worked on it, and she finally said yes. So I am definitely going home tomorrow and I get to miss school!!! Freakin A how cool is that? I know kids I know. I freakin added my Keatster Bud to my LJ and I found Kiefer on hers too and added him up and I was so looking for Bitter Victory but I decided I would look for that later and update my LJ for that special someone so that he could breathe a little easier haha jk you! I had Starbucks today and walked in the rain! :D At the Block, it was super pimpnizzle except for I was wearing sandals and my feet were extra cold haha but it's ok. I lived. I so want to listen to some music right now but I dont have The Used on my MP3 or Matchbook Romance and that's like all I feel like listening to..I think I will put some Brand New on so I will be good. Man, I was right. Brand New so freakins owns! Alright, I saw so many emoXcore and fashionXcore kids today at the Block, it's not even funny and I was there for like an hour and 15 minutes maybe. But I guess I will go..the wedding was alright, it was by the beach, beautiful and I got a freakin gorgeous dress so ha! Alright, Ciao! :) Current Mood: haha it says chipper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 30th, 2004
10:37 pm	...Life On Standby... okay so I havent done this in a couple of days and Im doing it for Chris...he says he needs something to read lol anyways Im sittin in my cousins room right now listening to Hawthorne Heights on my MP3 and my cousins friend Chris is hitting the back of my chair with drumsticks and I think hes trying to bug me but oh well, that's not happening...anyways, Ive been in Orange County that last couple of days..since Tuesday? yep that sounds about right..and Ive been pretty much just hanging out I guess..we went to the mall yesterday and I got a cute shir and matching hat and then today I bought a dress for me to wear to the wedding and some shoes, a necklace, a hairclip, and a shaw to go with it, and we bought Chiara a New Years outfit! I have no clue what we're doing New Years Eve but I wish someone was here to be my New Years Kiss...anyways, forget about that..but we have cute outfits for it..anyways I g2g sorry this ones so short I'll tt all of you people later...Ciao Current Mood: stupid cousins (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 28th, 2004
12:58 am	....Play Crack the Sky... hello...I have no clue why that song is named that..play crack the sky?? weird lol I have no clue what it means but thats the song of the night! Anywho, I was trying to figure out my dammmit MP3 player today..I think I will wake up bright and early tomorrow and try to figure it out..I will be so sad if I dont get it..Chris wanted to help but I dont think my parents would like it if he was over that early in the day especially if everyone was leaving by noon that day and plus, can't get dependent on a guy hahaha never never. Me and Stephen had some interesting conversation today hahaha love ya stephen! He's very awesome...today is his birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHEN SORRY IM NOT HERE TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!! Just know I <3 you anyways! So...yeah..today was weird...didn't feel the same with some people..oh well maybe Im falling out of what I have been in for a week..? Maybe that wouldn't be a bad thing..it was bad to begin with..you guys probably think Im crazy while you're reading this right now..you have absolutely no clue what Im talking about ha well maybe one of you do..but yeah..I really wanted to change my screen name to a different part of this song tonight but I didnt want anyone to think it was to them or to anyone..bc then ppl would be like oh who's your screen name supposed to be to? or who's it about? yeah didnt feel like dealing with that mess...anyways, I havent talked to corey in a couple of days..he won't let me add him on my secret email lol I added him but he didnt accept I dont think..that's ok..but he's fun to talk to..Today I went and saw Meet the Fockers, it was good and some freakin gay ass nig nogs were sittin behind us and some BITCH ASS GIRLS that are in my drama that I hate and they were givin me and my la familia so much trouble I was pissed...oh man! then we saw them at taco bell afterwards and they came in, ordered their food, then left those assholes wouldnt even think about stayin there and then after the movies, some bitch ass "popular" preps I know were looking at my and Chiara like they had a fuckin problem..got I hate girls soooo effing much, that's why the only chick I hang out with is a lot like me, I miss ya Keatster, it would be bomb ass to hang out with you before I had to go to Orange County..but ya know, it's all good I guess. wow this is going to be a long post but Im just letting it all out. I wont be back until Sunday, does that suck or what?!?!?! I might go to school on Monday just to see a few people *cough*ryan*stephen*cough*cough* lol you guys are so awesome, ryan you made my night tonight, made me feel so much better. And of course Im going to go to school to see Randy!!! Randy is soooo funny, almost everything he says makes me laugh lol he's a good kid..miss him already..but yeah I guess I will let this one hang..on it's own...goodnight and welcome to what I call..."life"... Current Mood: haha thats damn right! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
1:47 am	...Hands Down... Hola peoples..I know like only one person reads these and it's chris but I will make it so it seems like Im talking to a crowd anyways just incase Ryan or Stephen or whoever the hell else feels like reading these...can. lol I dont know if that made sense but I know what Im talking about! I hung out with my dad tonight...he met Kief Kief! It was so cute..Kiefer was all being polite and stuff it was adorable. Ive never seen him like that lol but my dad got a good impression of him..WAY TO GO KIEFER!!! :D Anywho, then we went to Wal Mart, I saw David Manley and Chad Yeargain there and I talked to them for a while..then we took off and went to Albertson's. Went through the drive-thru at Weinerschnitzel, then Arby's, then we went on base to my daddy's house..I watched a Dashboard Confessional DVD. It was really cool I think that guy is so hott. Chris Carabba or whatever his name is, wow...yes ma'am he is sexy! Anyways, I really liked the DVD...my cousin gave me Switchfoot's cd...I guess I will have to listen to it sometime..but yeah he had like 5 copies so he just gave me one..then I watched I, Robot then came home, got in the shower, ate cookies and had milk, talked to my mommy and sister for a while, then got on computer for a little bit..but that's just about it. I guess Im leaving Tuesday now and not Monday but it sucks because I really wanted to hang out with Thomas on Wednesday but I guess that's not going to happen...:( Sorry Thomas!!!! You are still the coolest eighth grader I know..you're freakin way cooler than a lot of people my age too haha so yeah you know I love you! But tomorrow, I think the last people I have time to hang out with is Chris, Kiefer, and his new girlfriend Krista..I think we will have some fun! As for me, I must go..I shall talk to you all later...Ciao! Current Mood: it's chris's fault haha (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
12:27 am	...Ohio Is For Lovers... Im doing this at 12:27 AM so Im just going to say that today was Christmas ok people and if you have a problem with it, I do not care. :). Anyways, I went to my daddy's house on the base today...his rented house..and opened presents. I got a hurley sweater with thumbholes! :) money for drivers ed, my grandma got me the "mystery date" game for like 4 year olds haha I got $100 to do drivers ed but Im doing it at the cheapest place so Im going to have lots of extra money :). My little sister Asha got me some more toe rings (for summer! yes:D) and a black wrist band that says "dont call me, I'll call you" haha its cute. My other little sister got me a dogtag necklace with mine and her picture engraved (sp?) on it and it says "TWINNY" bc thats what she calls me...for some reason..long story..actually it's not but if you don't already know it, you don't get to know! haha jk I might tell you if you ask, if you REALLY wanna know haha but yeah anyways. My grandma also got me this black and white purse that says New York on it..its pretty big then she got me a little chink journal haha it's cute, I'll use that I hope..and I got some other stuff but I have to go now so I guess I might finish this tomorrow if I can..I dunno..or if Im up to it..so much for a Merry Christmas.. Current Mood: dont ask... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 24th, 2004
1:37 am	...all of this... Ok, a lot's going on...everyones here for Christmas..and I mean EVERYONE...even people I dont like aka my brother and his gf lol they're sleeping in my room and it sucks but yeah anyways lol Ive met a lot of new people since the last time Ive talked to you guys..Chris, Corey, and..Im sure theres others but those are the only ones Ive really kept in touch with..Chris is the awesomest! <3 and Corey is super cool too. I went to two concerts...one was the Bryan Kash Family Benefit Show and Bitter Victory played so I went with my bestestestest friend The Keatster and we went and hung out a bit. It was cool and fun like always. She is the coolest! Anyways, I went with Bitter Victory in their rented van with a couple of other people down to Bakersfield to Jerry's Pizza...it was soo much fun! Most fun Ive had in a long long time! It would have been so much more better if The Keatster and Valentino would have been there! But..I had to deal with their absence and I still had tons of fun. So it was good. My dads getting married and all my family just got here in Ridgecrest today. So the next couple of days should be so crazy. Im going to try and update this thing so much more though. I'll try I promise. I <3 you guys! Ciao.. Current Mood: bouncy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
6:43 pm	a new beginning wow I havent done this thing in a long time...well I made a new one! my other one...didnt fit me anymore. It needed more tbs. anyways, a lot has happened lately. My sister had her baby Monday night, he's healthy, she's healthy. My dad, step mom, step bro and sisters are coming to cali and staying for three weeks for winter break. Dad and Lia are getting married here :) cool huh? Yeah well it's gonna be busy winter break but it will be fun...and I'll get to see my Twinny again! and my daddy and all of them..I cant wait. Its going to be awesome...except I have to wear a dress to the wedding and I dont like dresses a whole lot but that's ok lol. They're getting married in The Hilton. Then, one of those weeks, they're staying in RC, they're renting a house on base (my dads in the military) and yeah they're gonna stay for a week. thats going to be so awesome! But yeah, that's what's going on with me...school and everything there still sucks. Mom's never going to let me go to Opps lol but yeah...I'll talk to u kids later..Ciao! Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)